friday

nearly burst out that i had a secret blog...hey, it's not a secret..its just where i want my private life to be....and not to be shown to the whole group.....

most of my emotions are here...maybe some fantasy?? nah....real life, k! hahahah

now i'm feeling a bit sleepy....oh well..better sleep soon!

just want to blog abt my feelings now...another 1 week = 7 days, my birthday. 23rd birthday. i'm not expecting much from friends..it'l be sweet of them to remember my bday tho! ekekekke...but i wont expect much....i know i'm the kind of person they try not to affliate with! ahha..am i too bossy?? =(

well, my own bday gift i want is...a bf...ahahha! yea, so, God, please.....

secrets

i accidentally burst out tat i have another blog.....i guess they'll be more curious but i cant care less

=p

i just need some privacy and some place i can let my mind fly! kekekekkeke...

had discipleship today and i guess God is teaching me as i share..AGAIN!!! because i hardly want to listen, He's using my own sharing to get my attention! totally superb!!

Lord, I really love you...

a day to remember

got a new medical series - team medical dragon 2.
really cool..it's very up to beat with lots of latest heart surgery techinques..if i'm into it, i will need do research and read more abt them..

one of the thing i've learnt is Batista Operation and also Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndroome. really cool..i definately will need to read abt it!!

ok..need to spend time with God too..cannot diet. ahhaa..

faith class was superb today...what pastor edgar shared was really encouraging and yup..which reminds me, i better go and read the Word now!

devastated

the blouse that i have been eyeeing for more than 6 months...and i totally feel it in my heart that i will own it...or have it..and guess what....i went to the shop today..and it was closed!!

i dont know what to think! it's closed! yesterday the shop was stil opened and it worst of all, it was the cheapest price...from 1000++ til 300+ now...how much more can i ask for?? and they had to close the shop til end of the week! first thing this saturday, i'm going to have a look!

another thing to consider, doing facial....i dont know..should i? should i not?

if i'm getting the blouse..,i'd pass on the facial!

i not only saw the blouse, there is this brown jacket that i saw...totally love it! keeping my fingers crossed that it'll be there on saturday! for the record, it was around 2000+ and now for the sale, it's abt 700+. not bad...kinda pricy tho....

a new reason to blog

A day in history, I've got to record this down! I am not going miss this!!

A friend introduced this to me, a couple of months ago and I didnt think I would get it. I'm not new in the world of blogging and sometimes, the more you blog, the more you run out of ideas. And then, there are times when it seems like there is no motivation to blog. When this happens, we just need a boost! Something to give us a new reason why blogging is fun and that we should continue it. And guess what, I've found mine!

I've just signed up with a bloging advertiser. I've heard so much about blogging and and this idea that you get paid to blog. Isn't that fantastic? Not only you can write the things you want and you are being paid! Wow, it's like killing two birds with one stone!

Honestly, I cant wait to start. It's not going to be easy in the first few months as I need to polish my writings and also read more and spend more time on the net. Just to get familiar with the sites I'll be writing for. I'm determined to make this a good one, not to take things for granted and make the best out of all the post I'm going to write!

So, all the best for me and wish me a great time blogging!

first cell meeting for this sem

wonderful....

we had recommittment and i didnt kno it was tat serious until i really told God from my heart, I want to do this!!!

it is just so amazing when God is working and we allow God to move..intead of thinking we are super smart or anything...we let the greater one move and we'll begin to see that God is able to move and do so much more than we can ever ever imagine or dream! this is something i've got to learn...to let God be in control!


Lord, lead me and guide me, and I want to serve u all the days of my life!

back to normal

well, i guess i'm back to normal, my naive self!

it's great to be thinking good of all things...at least i expect the best out of everyone...

is it childish? oh well...

beautiful day

starting the week with blogging, how abt that, eh?

a beautiful day outside....weather is superb....but it's wet! oh well, nothing can be that perfect too!

lots to do today...and this week!
classes - tropical biology
meetings - pre-shepherds' meeting, shepherds meeting, cell groups, faith teaching classes

lots lots lots and becoz it's lots it's going to be super fun!!

worship service

today's worship service was great....even tho most of the time i was day dreaming. i really find that it's a place where i can dream and know that God is looking down at me...and also the peace that surrounds me...it's wonderful!

it's as if God is giving me ideas of what to do this coming summer break. and i feel that ever single step that I take, it'll be of God's!

i plan to go to genting, or melaka! wow, the idea of that....super! and maybe i can ask my parents and sisters to fly to KL and we'll have a family weekend in genting! isnt that superb!??!!??!


Lord, use me that I might bring glory to your name!

a new name

i've got myself a new name....a new name is good for a new start!

Carmine

=)

may God blesses me to use this name! kekekeke

changed

i really have changed...i can feel it..

who can i tell?!?!?

i dont know what made me this way..what changed me...

oh well..i've found a new name - carmine!

=p

i am no longer the girl i used to be....no longer naive and easily fooled!

i've changed

i sense it, the change in me!

i've changed....i am no longer who i used to be...

it is a good change tho, i feel as if i'm viewing things in a different way now. no longer the little naive girl who thinks everyone is good.

oh well... deep down in me, a new me has be awaken!

Valentine's Day

tmr is valentine's day. i dont know why this year, my heart hurts.
mayb its PMS again.

i want someone to love me too! someone to hold my hands, talk to me, hug me, smell my hair, care for me.....

i want to be in love!

ahhaa....i want someone to care for me! kekekekek..is that even too much to ask?

back

i'm back from holidays.....everything was great! really saw God's protection! eventho i was told with stories about how bad people will be and how dangerous....i had to admit, i had fear..but God proves Himself to be faithful!!

praise the Lord!!

valentine coming up...any plans? nah!! last year, the year before, and before, and before i would think of someone but now, no one expect God! really glad that i dont feel anything for him anymore! kekekek

anyway, now i am writing this, i've decided...i'll celebrate it with my love, God!! yay!!!