irresponsible

some poeple can be so irresponsible!!!! i cannot believe, even such a small thing as remembering to help submit ur team member name cannot be done, how can someone like that does great things?? it is not the first time submitting names to work together, it's like the 4th time and it has been 4 years. How selfish can one be, thinking of himself only.

I cannot believe, such a small thing, just asking the rest of the team members and submitting the name...even so, he can fail.

I am not sure if this is carelessness or revenge. What a 'small gas' person.

I really wonder, what leadership skill is there..if a small thing like this he can't even do properly, how can he do big things. Just taking care of a few people, only 2 persons, he failed to take care of their interest, how is he going to lead hundreds of people and care for their benefits!!

to you

happy birthday, friend!

^^

may all your dreams come true.

=(

someone today said something, i know it was not what i thought it meant but i knew it right in my heart, that i should stop dreaming, accept the reality and not ever hope in the certain person ever again....actually, we should never put out hope in anyone because people are merely human. human fails!

there are times i really feel that maybe we could start over. i would love him anew...but things will never ever be the same....tat was just a dream. a dream that you will wake up from and honestly, i'm already awake from it.

i knew it 3 years ago....but i had been holding back and for the past year, i really felt a release...even tho there are times i feel very heartbroken..but who would understand what a fool i had made myself? i always will say that it was a painful experience. i dont think anyone would understand me or understand why i put myself through these time. i always hoped in him but like a saying goes, you cant clap with one hand.....

oh well, i am good now, 3 years, finally has set myself free. ^^

Tamaki Hiroshi + Ueno Juri in Bistro Smap

Tamaki HIroshi & Ueno Juri 1/3
Uploaded by forevergirl

i cannot believe i went to watch this video!!! I love both tamaki hiroshi and Ueno Juri. Also lately I've known about Takuya Kimura. Icon of Japan. I cannot believe I am watching this. 36MB!!!

I was determined to wake up early in the morning to download the rest but my hands and feet just wouldn't move to the laptop. So I ended up sleeping! Well, maybe tonight!

power of the word

the Word of God really has power!!!!! i really feel this is where I belong. in the house of God.....one day in the house of God is better than a thousand elsewhere. David said in his psalms.
I totally feel it...the house of God is where I belong!
people may be hypocrites, ppl may take me for granted, ppl may disappoint me and break my heart but as long as God is with me, it's enought.

blowing up

i need to finish this clinical pharmaco project and i am clueless right now. i feel that i am going to blow up anytime.

*breath in*breath out*

i am supressing myself...but i am unsure of what i am trying to surpress. my flesh? my desire? my emotion?

nodame cantabile

was watching nodame cantabile special edition in Europe. the main actor, tamaki hiroshi is so cute!!!! ahaha, it's been a while since i am infatuated...ahaha..the last time was yunho -uknow from TVXQ. well, one of the reasons i dont like dramas with cute guys because i might just fall head over heals for them!
just a few days ago, i was watching karei-naru Ichizoku. the main actor, takuya kimura, was super cute too but i am not as much infatuated as i am with tamaki hiroshi. i feel that i need to hide this feelings or else people will think i am crazy! ahahahah

note to myself : stop watching series!!!!