someone suddenly mentioned about something..ahaha...a gift i once gave him. oh dear!!
how did he found out!! anyway, i cant say i wanted to hide the fact but it has been years and i guess i just dont like to dig out the past.
to me it may seem like because it's not a pleasant thing but
the fact is i believe the past is the past, no need to remember it.
exam time...so, hiatus is ON!!
Friday 30 May 2008
Thursday 15 May 2008
epidemiology
I am starting Epidemiology class tomorrow. So, tonight has been rather relaxing for me. I watched a couple of movie yesterday and today...it was great. Sometimes, it's not totally good to watch too much series or movies.
What you see, hear and read always gets into your thought. And what you think all the time, gets into your heart and you believe it. And out of the heart, the mouth speaks. So, got to be real careful of the things that you watch and read or even listens too.
Tomorrow, some of my groupmates are going off for inter-university games. It was 3 years ago, during one of these games that I got my heart broken. It stil hurts even though the wound has already healed. Funny how I can hold on to stupid things in life....I keep telling myself, it's time to move on...and now, I can say, 100% of me is moving on. I dont want to live in the past because it hurts too much. Nobody can understand how much it hurts and how bad it had damaged me. Only God knows!
What you see, hear and read always gets into your thought. And what you think all the time, gets into your heart and you believe it. And out of the heart, the mouth speaks. So, got to be real careful of the things that you watch and read or even listens too.
Tomorrow, some of my groupmates are going off for inter-university games. It was 3 years ago, during one of these games that I got my heart broken. It stil hurts even though the wound has already healed. Funny how I can hold on to stupid things in life....I keep telling myself, it's time to move on...and now, I can say, 100% of me is moving on. I dont want to live in the past because it hurts too much. Nobody can understand how much it hurts and how bad it had damaged me. Only God knows!
cloudy
suddenly i realised, i've been trying to escape life. trying to avoid facing reality...and i do admit, i have been living in fantasy world lately....for the couple of weeks. it hurts so much to face the real life...aha...am i a weakling? am i that weak??? i wonder...
i need to have courage, to be strong...God, let me begin once again, let me start once more!
i need to have courage, to be strong...God, let me begin once again, let me start once more!
Wednesday 14 May 2008
next stop
Everyone is busy planning their summer trips. Some plans to drive to other cities while another plans to fly to their vacation spot. One of my friend wants to visit new cities while others want to return to the cities they’ve been too previously. As for me, I want new adventure. I want to go to places I have not seen. The world is so big and most of the time I feel that I am running out of time to visit every place. I don’t want to leave this world without going to every great city. Last holiday break, I manage to grab some time off and went off to Atlanta for a couple of days. Things to do in Atlanta has turned out to be more than I’ve expected. It begins with Stone Mountain Park Adventure and the next day, Segway Day Tour of Atlanta. It was fantastic and I had one of the best time I’ve ever had in years! The sightseeing tours that I signed up for were fantastic. I manage to cover the whole city in just a couple of days and I am sure I didn’t miss any important spots!
This coming summer, I might just take a week of and go to another city. This time it might be Boston. The Things to do in Boston must be thrilling as my girlfriends has already have lots of things lined up for us to do and visit!
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This coming summer, I might just take a week of and go to another city. This time it might be Boston. The Things to do in Boston must be thrilling as my girlfriends has already have lots of things lined up for us to do and visit!
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Friday 9 May 2008
pancakes
I just made pancakes for myself and my roomate. The batter was a bit too much. At least this time I did it because I wanted to make, not because I have someone in mind and wanted to make for him or them.
It's been a while since I cook for myself. Often I would remember the times I would cook for someone. It's always a joy to cook for another person. Even though the food might not be as delicious but the thought, the love and effort put in the cooking is satisfying.
I remember when I stop making meals for him. It was when a good friend said something that gave me a strong slap onto my face...she said why are you cooking for him and he's not doing anything for you? isnt this very unfair? Only then I realised, she was right, it was all me giving and giving...at times I feel disgusted because I would feel that I am taken advantage off. My good intention is being riped off by greed.
It's been a while since I cook for myself. Often I would remember the times I would cook for someone. It's always a joy to cook for another person. Even though the food might not be as delicious but the thought, the love and effort put in the cooking is satisfying.
I remember when I stop making meals for him. It was when a good friend said something that gave me a strong slap onto my face...she said why are you cooking for him and he's not doing anything for you? isnt this very unfair? Only then I realised, she was right, it was all me giving and giving...at times I feel disgusted because I would feel that I am taken advantage off. My good intention is being riped off by greed.
Wednesday 7 May 2008
i stil remember
today, i went for the replacement class because i missed the class last semester. there was a few students doing because they had missed their class. i was the second batch to enter. we were given questions to do and later the teacher came and checked out papers. she asked a few questions to a few. there was this guy that was before me, he was good looking, i must admit. the ring he was wearing, superly attractive. maybe that was what made him so cool. once he spoke, it was so different. as if he was a child speaking. from the outward, you can never guess how kiddy he sounded, cute and cuddly. as he was answering the questions from the teacher, he was very soft spoken and gentle.
suddenly, it reminded me of someone that i once knew. someone from school, years ago. this guy suddenly began to look and sound even more like my old friend. well, i wouldn't call him my friend because we rarely speak when we were in school, just smile when we meet. honestly and boldly i can confess that i really had a crush on him. and it was a daring crush. i would look at him, smile, notice him...but there was a distance between us. it was just 'hi' and never more than that. like this guy in the replacement class, he was gentle, polite, soft spoken and yet very cool in his appearance.
after i graduated from high school, i never saw him, ever! i tried looking for him in facebook or friendster, cant find. it has been 5 years and there are times when i am back at home during summer, i wish i could bump into him.....our relationship, a very special friendship, never really started off right and didnt end...i am not satisfied, i want to meet him again!
suddenly, it reminded me of someone that i once knew. someone from school, years ago. this guy suddenly began to look and sound even more like my old friend. well, i wouldn't call him my friend because we rarely speak when we were in school, just smile when we meet. honestly and boldly i can confess that i really had a crush on him. and it was a daring crush. i would look at him, smile, notice him...but there was a distance between us. it was just 'hi' and never more than that. like this guy in the replacement class, he was gentle, polite, soft spoken and yet very cool in his appearance.
after i graduated from high school, i never saw him, ever! i tried looking for him in facebook or friendster, cant find. it has been 5 years and there are times when i am back at home during summer, i wish i could bump into him.....our relationship, a very special friendship, never really started off right and didnt end...i am not satisfied, i want to meet him again!
new social spark
A good news to all those who would like to join the new SocialSpark from IZEA, it is now open for public. The new SocialSpark is made up of communities where you can add your friends, view the blog post that others has written and know their updates from their profile. You do not even need to search for their blogs on the net. If the post that they have written is something you are interested, you can click to read it. It is a also a community where bloggers can meet with advertisers, discussing about their advertisement and also posts. Back to the basic, the whole idea is about making a community of bloggers and advertisers.
Besides being able to write posts or the advertisers, you have a chance to meet up with fellow bloggers, share writing techniques which can improve your skills. You can also give points to a fellow blogger.
You too can be an advertiser if you have the heart to it. All you need is to create an account as an advertiser.
I have met a new friend here, Lynnx01. She’s a medical student and her writings is really attracting me as she writes not only on medical issues but about sports and life. I can see a great future in her. And there are many more profiles that you can read about and get to know them better from their blogs. You can message them and a new friendship will blossom!
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You too can be an advertiser if you have the heart to it. All you need is to create an account as an advertiser.
I have met a new friend here, Lynnx01. She’s a medical student and her writings is really attracting me as she writes not only on medical issues but about sports and life. I can see a great future in her. And there are many more profiles that you can read about and get to know them better from their blogs. You can message them and a new friendship will blossom!
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Attitude Determines Altitude
2 men were asked to go for the same overseas assignment. One was asked to row a boat across the ocean to reach the destination, the other one was given a plane ticket ride there. 2 men reached there and both completed their assigments though one took a longer time. The one who took the plane finished his assignment with a smile and an attitude that goes "Great..that was easy, I can do that again!" The other guy who had to row the boat finished the assignment grudgingly. "Why was I made to row the boat 30 days to finish a 3 minute job?! I'll never do this ever again!"
Tell me who has a better attitude? The man on the plane?? haha
If so then, "Altitude determines attitude".
Tell me who has a better attitude? The man on the plane?? haha
If so then, "Altitude determines attitude".
Tuesday 6 May 2008
hello!
We were just talking in class the other day about calling back home. We have been away from home for nearly 9 months. And guess what? Some of my group mates has not even called home once! Can you believe that? Family is the dearest people you have here. If they are not the ones you are calling, who can you call? To me, it is important that I talk to my mommy or daddy at least every day. It some people, it may seem like I am a baby but I believe strongly in good and firm family ties comes from your effort to show that you love and care for them.
If you are studying or even working far away from home, there are phone cards that you can use to call back. A new prepaid phone cards by avenue.com now gives you great offer when you call home. You can save up till 95% on your calls and it will definitely save your phone bills. All you need to do is go to the site and sign up. You can buy the phone cards according to your preference, the destination you are calling and even those with great offers. You can now enjoy calling your family or friends from other cities in the world with the lowest rate and it comes with great voice quality.
To get started, just check out the country code you are calling when you are using the call card. This is one of the best international calling cards available. No matter where you are, you can get one to call back home. It is delivered to you online and you can manage your account online. No need to wait for bills and letters in the mail. If you are having any problems connecting, you can check it out on the live chats. You no longer need to wait for your questions to be answered and it will just take minutes for you to solve any problem on the call cards.
If you are studying or even working far away from home, there are phone cards that you can use to call back. A new prepaid phone cards by avenue.com now gives you great offer when you call home. You can save up till 95% on your calls and it will definitely save your phone bills. All you need to do is go to the site and sign up. You can buy the phone cards according to your preference, the destination you are calling and even those with great offers. You can now enjoy calling your family or friends from other cities in the world with the lowest rate and it comes with great voice quality.
To get started, just check out the country code you are calling when you are using the call card. This is one of the best international calling cards available. No matter where you are, you can get one to call back home. It is delivered to you online and you can manage your account online. No need to wait for bills and letters in the mail. If you are having any problems connecting, you can check it out on the live chats. You no longer need to wait for your questions to be answered and it will just take minutes for you to solve any problem on the call cards.
rest
in my previous post about being confused, honestly i am stil. I feel very deceived that things has turned out this way. Loosing trust is the worst thing. And the guilt, it's unbearable!
Anyway, I've learnt a new thing, cardiorrhexis. It's the ruputre of the heart. After watching TMD, I really feel like going into cardiothoraco surgery. It's one of the harderst. The pressure and stress will really keep you going! Speaking of which, I need to go back to reading my notes, stil lots more to cover!
Anyway, I've learnt a new thing, cardiorrhexis. It's the ruputre of the heart. After watching TMD, I really feel like going into cardiothoraco surgery. It's one of the harderst. The pressure and stress will really keep you going! Speaking of which, I need to go back to reading my notes, stil lots more to cover!
stepping out from the old
there is a new way of eating oysters, which is the new Gulf oysters processing teachnology that will an alternative to a healthy and more safe when consuming raw oysters. This process includes 3 important stage. Firstly quick freezing, then low heat pasteurization and finally high hydrostatic pressure.
this help to reduce the risk of Vibrio vulnificus illness and gives you a better relieve when you choose to eat raw oysters.
this help to reduce the risk of Vibrio vulnificus illness and gives you a better relieve when you choose to eat raw oysters.
Friday 2 May 2008
God the author of peace
God is not the author of confusion but of peace.
Even in times of confusion, anger or in bad times, God is stil there to give peace. The peace that surpass all understanding and guards the heart.
Today, I've learnt, to surrender to God. Not to waste time grumbling and being angry at people or at myself, but jsut to let God handle it. Know that God is the author of peace.
^^
Even in times of confusion, anger or in bad times, God is stil there to give peace. The peace that surpass all understanding and guards the heart.
Today, I've learnt, to surrender to God. Not to waste time grumbling and being angry at people or at myself, but jsut to let God handle it. Know that God is the author of peace.
^^
doing the right thing
what is the right thing to do? i've lost track. Today, God just told me clearly that I should do the right thing! I really want to deny it but I cannot deny the voice of God in me.
What is the right thing to do? To do my summer practise in the hospital...something I wish I could escape. My summer is short enough and there isnt enough time for me to spend with my family, and now i have to be away from home? I dont want, from the bottom of my heart, I dont want to do.
But the voice of God is so clear - do the right thing!
^^
What is the right thing to do? To do my summer practise in the hospital...something I wish I could escape. My summer is short enough and there isnt enough time for me to spend with my family, and now i have to be away from home? I dont want, from the bottom of my heart, I dont want to do.
But the voice of God is so clear - do the right thing!
^^
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