i stil remember

today, i went for the replacement class because i missed the class last semester. there was a few students doing because they had missed their class. i was the second batch to enter. we were given questions to do and later the teacher came and checked out papers. she asked a few questions to a few. there was this guy that was before me, he was good looking, i must admit. the ring he was wearing, superly attractive. maybe that was what made him so cool. once he spoke, it was so different. as if he was a child speaking. from the outward, you can never guess how kiddy he sounded, cute and cuddly. as he was answering the questions from the teacher, he was very soft spoken and gentle.

suddenly, it reminded me of someone that i once knew. someone from school, years ago. this guy suddenly began to look and sound even more like my old friend. well, i wouldn't call him my friend because we rarely speak when we were in school, just smile when we meet. honestly and boldly i can confess that i really had a crush on him. and it was a daring crush. i would look at him, smile, notice him...but there was a distance between us. it was just 'hi' and never more than that. like this guy in the replacement class, he was gentle, polite, soft spoken and yet very cool in his appearance.

after i graduated from high school, i never saw him, ever! i tried looking for him in facebook or friendster, cant find. it has been 5 years and there are times when i am back at home during summer, i wish i could bump into him.....our relationship, a very special friendship, never really started off right and didnt end...i am not satisfied, i want to meet him again!